A Window In My Thoughts
by Michelle SeekingGodforanswers Williams on Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 3:42pm
A Window In My Thoughts
By Michelle Williams 2/24/2011
As I sit here looking at the screen
trying to figure out what all of this means
my mind goes to a time when all this never mattered
but now I sit here feeling butchered battered
I try to make since of the time that has passed
then I remember momma saying "this life is not made to last".
A Window in My Thoughts
I wish the time would go backwards that I can correct my wrongs
but my thoughts say your wrongs are wrongs
I sit here wanting to cry, but to many people are passing by
I want to be loved I want to be held
but my life looks like I watching this through a prison cell.
A Window in My thoughts
The word of God says I am free
but what is this desire to just be me.
Paul stated that the good I would do, I never do
But I really need God to pull me thru
A Window in My Thoughts
Time still passing still passing me by
Sometimes I wonder how long I have till I die
Then at times I ask why
Why do so many people believe a lie?
That when the your time is up on this earth you got to heaven live all happy free
when there is a judgment for you for me.
A Window in My Thoughts
God is my provider my everything
He never said that I would feel no pain
I just want to be here walk like His Son
Why is it they say the battle is won?
My battle is still going
the battle of my mind
oh how I just want to go back in time
I sit here wanting my prince to come
The I say why settle for a prince when I can have a King
A Window In My Thoughts
People fight about right
they fight about wrong
Why is it that the night seems to last too long
I want to be holy I want to be free...
why is that I hate just simply being me...
My time has ended
my time is through
I ask you what my kids are going to do
A Window In My Thoughts
My children are growing
They are ever so knowing
The ways things of God but truly are they growing
I have experienced a change a change in my heart
Why is it sometimes they don't want to be apart...?
of the thing that makes me happy...smiling free
why do they not like who I am happy to be.
A Window In My Thoughts
When I look in the mirror see my reflection
I see it's my eyes that I start neglecting
can't bear to see the pain that lives so deep
can't stand to see the things that make me weep
I neglect those thoughts that make me cry
but yet again it makes me wonder why
why can't a child grow in a world of love understanding?
instead of a life that is so demanding
A Window In My Thoughts
The crime on prime time is at an ultimate high
We neglect our kids then we ask why
This world is upside down because we allow it to be
Just like the Romans when they hung Christ up on that tree
We're killing Him again, instead of living in the resurrection
That's why I am sitting here writing you this reflection
A Window In My Thoughts
I wish we would open our eyes chose to be
The people that God has called us to be
A people without spot or wrinkle
Calming like the color periwinkle
We sing praises hallelujahs
but we never repent
This is a warning that God has sent.
I taking heed to all the things that I learn daily
A Window In My Thoughts
God is asking no he pleading "Follow me"
but we are crying while others are dying
we say we are free...
free to live free to die, free to ask why,
but when time is up all hope is lost....
we never think about the cost.
A Window In My Thoughts
Why do I call this poem "A Window In My Thoughts?"
Because as I sit here thinking of all my faults
trying to figure out the why, when, where, how, what ifs, should have, would have, and could have
God shows me a window in my thinking
That leads me to His arms.
I am not writing to let you know who I am, just to introduce you to The Great I AM...
God is waiting for your reflection of your life...
Whether you be a husband or a wife...
Or hey like me living the single life
Whatever you are who ever you are get started on your reflection...Open that window in your mind...
Cause believe it or not you don't have much time...
ABOUT ME
- Seeking God For Answers
- Lancaster, Texas, United States
- I am a single mother of four beautiful children. I have had my share of weight of the world and decided to make a page just for people who want to be able to talk about everyday situations and get things off of their chest. Many times the thing that we lack the most in life is someone to talk to and show us unconditional compassion. I am a Christian woman, so many topics that are related to helpful hints to overcome are good. I completed my BA Psychology degree in 2010 at Argosy University. I am currently enrolled in Liberty University in the Master of Arts Marriage and Family Therapist. My goal is to become a Psychologist on the Doctoral level which I hope to start by next fall. I have decided to make this site because it is nice to have someone to talk to every once in a while. So weather you need a poem to write or a shoulder to cry on I am here. I am not trying to do some experiment this is me, I really do care.
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