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LOVE
when times get rough showing Love brings gratitude,
but when someone one else is in a storm of their own giving Love is a gift all its own. Lets try doing that all day and see how many gifts we receive from that alone.
L- is for the way you look at me
O-is your the only one I see
V-is very very extraordinary
E-is even more than any one could adore
and LOVE is all that I can give to You Love is just a silly game for two, two in Love can make it, take my heart and please don't break it LOVE was made for me and YOU. His Name is Jesus.
ABOUT ME
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- Seeking God For Answers
- Lancaster, Texas, United States
- I am a single mother of four beautiful children. I have had my share of weight of the world and decided to make a page just for people who want to be able to talk about everyday situations and get things off of their chest. Many times the thing that we lack the most in life is someone to talk to and show us unconditional compassion. I am a Christian woman, so many topics that are related to helpful hints to overcome are good. I completed my BA Psychology degree in 2010 at Argosy University. I am currently enrolled in Liberty University in the Master of Arts Marriage and Family Therapist. My goal is to become a Psychologist on the Doctoral level which I hope to start by next fall. I have decided to make this site because it is nice to have someone to talk to every once in a while. So weather you need a poem to write or a shoulder to cry on I am here. I am not trying to do some experiment this is me, I really do care.
Monday, March 28, 2011
New Day, New Time, New Level In God
When comming into Christ you will first realize that the next day is very different, why because there will be those new challenges to get you to change your mind. Ahhh you thought that I was going to say that everything was going to be just so freeing. No That next day is just like you have just won the lottery and with every penny you spend you have regrets, and with every door that opens your feeling like you wish you wouldn't havent told anyone. The walk of God is not easy, but it has a greater reward than living in sin. You later begain to feel more at peace knowing that even when it seems like you along you can look up and thank God for being there.
That Brings me to the New Time. Its a new time because then you realize that everyone who lives the life you used to live as a sinner, really don't have as much time as they think they have. You began to realize how many people followed you or was with you in sin, and how you want so despartly to get them to come into the pleasing light that God has given you. This is the time you realize that the people you love will resist what you have come to love. This is a test that you must endure. Satan uses this one on new believers because he knows how important our family is to us. I will give small testimony about when I came to God.
First I was living on my own when I got the invite. It was a whole different atmosphere of a church than I was used to. Sabbath Keeping bible based church..I know right...wat? People who believe that Sabbath and teach the full word of God, believe in God/ Jesus/ and The Holy Spirit. After a month of me attending I got on hard times, church was helping me with rent, car issues, and kids needs. Lost my place and went to stay with my mom/sister and it was so bad of a strain that we had to leave. Stayed with Paster and Wife and others in church. I must also state that my mom was my provider for most of my life and never asked anyone but her for stuff when I needed, so it was a real challenge in trusting people, other than family. After a while my mom got on her feet again and I moved back with her. By this time I had enough word in me to try and teach and help her see what I believe is truely right. She rejected it. Well I still stood on what God had shown me, and He really stayed by me. Drew closer to my church family as I grew apart from natural family. Well about a year or two later. My mom visited a seminar (the same one I visited when I came) and she believed, she is now a member and we are in it together.
According to Rom 11:25 For I would not, brethren, that ye should be ignorant of this mystery, lest ye should be wise in your own conceits; that blindness in part is happened to Israel, until the fulness of the Gentiles be come in. Rom 11:26 And so all Israel shall be saved: as it is written, There shall come out of Sion the Deliverer, and shall turn away ungodliness from Jacob: Rom 11:27 For this is my covenant unto them, when I shall take away their sins.
This is teeling you that God has a certain number that He has appointed to come to Him its just your job since you know not that number to share His word with all you meet. God draws the heart of men. We can do nothing more for our family members and loved one besides just give them the word, that they may be saved.
The New Level comes into play when you have made up in your mind that the Lord is worth your fighting for. This new level you will experince as you over come obstacles. It will be so exciting at first, if you surround yourselves with those who are spiritual and are helping you grow, this gives you the building of your foundtion, on the principles of God. On the other hand if you surround yourself with the principles of this world then this will be a period in your life where you constantly in and out, and listening to too much strife that satan puts before you, your foundation will be like sand on a beach during high tide. Your faith will fade away and so will the zest you had when you first recieved the Lord.
In the Parable about the Sower Matthew 13:3-58. This lets us know that everyone who hears the word wont keep in deeply rooted in them because of the obstacles that satan throws their way gets them distracted. Thats why God says come out from among them(those who walk not in the ways of God). You have to fully remove yourself untill you have gotten strong enough to bring them in and they not bring you out. This new level in God depend on how much you truely commit to being like Him. And bringing others in. It will seem embarrassing and hurtful at times, but it gets easier as you grow and know that its not about you but about the Lord. Each day we die daily Paul says, so with each day we take a step up to get to that home run. New levels mean that your faith is becomming stronger and your foundation is starting to build more knowledge in God. It feels better to be a mile above the half way part of the mountain and cant see your way down but you can see your way up, than to be half way up and cant see neither...cause there is that chance that you will give up. Got pass the half point and then know that God is with you.
I encourge you all in Jesus name to do God's will. There is no greater love than His, and if your planning on going to heaven, going down the mountain is not an option. Like Moses it seemed like He lived on the mountain, because every time the people sinned He talked to God, it grew His faith, His patience with the, people His love and belief in God, and also his love for the people. Who eles do you know will stand in the midst of God and His anger for a growd of wht God called a "stiifnecked" people. You have to develop not only a love for God but a love for people to carry out this mission. Ask God to equip you with the tools to make this happen and you will get the encouragement and skills you need to do God's will.
I hope and pray that you ask God into your life and start on you mission to being a vessle of Honor to God
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Friday, March 25, 2011
WOMEN (WAKE UP)
by Michelle SeekingGodforanswers Williams on Saturday, May 1, 2010 at 11:42pm
The woman is a vessel of God created as a help meet for the man. The world gets this confused as to the man being able to dominate make her for whatever use that they will. In history we see that the woman has been used for the initial use of taking care of the home children. In this day time they are used for sexual pleasing expect them to be submissive to any man no matter how they treat them.
We as woman have to get out of the burning the bra era as well. It's not time for us to get in our minds that God created us for a purpose we must fulfill that purpose at any cost. Through the years of oppression some woman have just accepted the quote, “If you got it used it to get what you want”. This is what brought prostitution, escort services, strip clubs, bars, car shows that promote cars by having naked women naked the hood. This is a mockery to the name of God also to those who fought for woman to stop being a dominated culture or society.
Many women have no class believe that flaunting sex is in but still even now it's not, you will never get a man to look at you seriously marry you, they could never trust you enough to turn you into a wife, they will only used you as the whore that you betray.
Although I am not married I see the trend in divorce. Now a days it is said that in 6 months time a newlywed couple will get divorced all because, we as people never see that in order to find the perfect mate you have to first seek God to have a marriage to be successful. With everything work is needed to get it to be stay strong. The Bible references that a man is not in control of his body neither is a woman in control of hers when in a marriage so the honey I got a headache or the I am going out with the boys, this is not so. You have to give the other what they are needed this is how adultery is incorporated in the marriage. Never give Satan a place in your marriage, sex is usually the way he comes in, because there are woman who are just ready to give up break the one thing that God has put together.
Come on women lets get it together, we are looking pretty bad here now, and we act as if we are the men but when they don't respect us we want to call sexual harassment, or going against women 's rights, or the police. How can you expect someone to respect you when you don't respect yourselves.
No more calling yourselves, the b****'s, whores, any other names you can think of, no more letting men get free dips in the cool ranch with his carrot, not more fighting over a man who's teeth are bigger than Mr. Ed's, no more being on the cell phone cursing saying what you gone do to somebody or your boy friend for cheating on you then go home let him put marks all over your neck say you forgave him, cause your scared to be alone.
WAKE UP THERE IS MORE TO LIFE THAN SEX< DRUGS< GETTING DRUNK PARTYING> FIGHTING>LYING>NOT BEING THERE FOR YOUR KIDS> BEEN THERE DONE THAT NO ONE IS HURT BUT YOU NA DTHE ONES THAT CARE FOR YOU.
BE A WOMAN SHOW YOUR STRENGTH THAT GOD GAVE YOU.
A note to an Old Friend Who has been on my mind, but thanks to me giving them up, no mountains do I have to climb.
by Michelle SeekingGodforanswers Williams on Thursday, August 12, 2010 at 2:01pm
I am tired of being your victim,
tired of u thinking I am your child,
tired of u ruining my life,
try walking in my shoes for a while,
tired of your mood swings of happy then sad,
tired of all those pills u bring,
I'm sick now your making me mad,
no more time do I have for u,
no more time will I give,
no more Prozac or lithium,
no more of their side-effects giving me chills.
I am done no more, to you depression,
will I never again lay down my will.
I will to be happy,
I will to be free,
I will to hopeful,
most of all I will to be me.
TO ALL MY BIOLOGICAL,GFW, SPIRITUAL,CO-WORKERS, FBF SISTER MAYA SAYS IT BEST
by Michelle SeekingGodforanswers Williams on Thursday, August 5, 2010 at 4:42pm
I do not believe that the accident of birth makes people sister's and brothers. It makes them siblings. Gives them mutuality of parentage. Sisterhood and brotherhood are conditions people have to work at. It's a serious matter. You compromise, you give, you take, you stand firm, you're relentless... it is an investment. Sisterhood means if you happen to be in Burma and I happen to be in San Diego and I'm married to someone who is very jealous and you're married to somebody who is very possessive, if you call me in the middle of the night, I have to come.
The Call
by Michelle SeekingGodforanswers Williams on Sunday, February 13, 2011 at 8:09am
I didn't quit understand the call at first,
All I know that with it came an overwhelming thirst.
I wondered day and night, how could He trust me to get this right.
A HEALER OF HEARTS A REPAIRER OF LOVE..HOW CAN I DO THIS AND MY LIFE AINT RIGHT.
My mind is now flowing with love and conviction.
Thank God its you that gives the benediction.
All the wrongs that I committed,
but you saw my heart and now I am in it to win it.
How dare others try and judge the broken
For it was Christ that gave us a life saving token.
My love is just so easy to give,
now I see why my gift is so real.
You have caused me to see life the way you will it to be,
Even though at night my dreams bother me.
Satan is trying to take me out heart first
Because he knows that the body of Christ can't live without it, for it's their soul.
If I am the heart of the body show me the tears
And let us together make up for lost years.
Help us to cry out and pray,
that our brothers and sisters be saved.
My time is growing nearer,
but I will not leave,
till I Am is done hear.
OVERCOMING OBSTACLES
by Michelle SeekingGodforanswers Williams on Sunday, February 13, 2011 at 8:28am
The world stressing, me pressing, me making me cry. Men hounding me pounding me making me ask why? Why must I walk in this world of hate when God is sting at the gate in wait. Waiting for the reunion that He wanted since the beginning, why in this world wind are we spinning. Time is rushing me pushing me making me strong. But walking in this world I sometimes feel alone. How can I move, how can I stand for Lord I am only man. You formed us in your image, in your way, why is I sit cry this day. OH you say it was because the price that your Son had to pay, way back then on Calvary. My kids r needing, wanting, craving to be loved help them to see that it comes from above. The bills are needing, waiting, calling to be paid, but in your name my debts are paid. I want my life to be easy, breezy like a southern wind, but I understand I won't enjoy it until the end. So Lord if it be your will, help me make an appeal to do your will. From this day forward I am a disciple for you. HELP ME GO OUT AND ADD TO THE CREW.
The Bible
by Michelle SeekingGodforanswers Williams on Sunday, February 13, 2011 at 8:56am
I write sonnets like a Texas Blue Bonnet. BLUE, but true with multiple points of view. You may read them and relate to the message, it is my life I can only tell. One day I will put it all in a book, then to my life all will be hooked. Reading it daily to get my understanding, trying to find out are you really sting on the words that are flowing from it pages, why when they read it they never see my rages. I AM love, I AM Peace, but I AM also wrath, one day all will see, when all my followers come in follow me. When enough people have bought my book and applied to their lives its volume less hooks, then you will see I AM RAGE,WAR AND WRATH, and IT WILL BE NO TIME TO TAKE A BATH. For your cleaning should have already been done. NOW IT'S TIME FOR BATTLE AND I AM HAS WON. So don't get it twisted this is no fairytale, the things that I possess in this book is not some folktale. But foretelling of what your believed to be perfect life is about to become. So I urge u now when u read my words don't throw them down, hold them in your heart as Mary did for you will see that I AM wears the crown.
It's Not The Outside That Counts, It's The Inside.
by Michelle SeekingGodforanswers Williams on Tuesday, February 15, 2011 at 11:09pm
My body may on the outside look to be useless, powerless, gravity taking its toll,
but on the inside its a reckon to behold.
It is firm, tight, shinned up, polished from head to toe, it is covered in curves that make men weak...It stands up for right cause its ready to fight anyone (word only) who steps wrong at my lord Jesus Christ.
You have something to say about my Lord, come this way, for the word is all over me.
So Satan when you come with your lust worldly temptations,
Jesus has armored me, So there is no penetration,
get gwone on, you have no place here.
For in my body God takes rest here, matter fact Gods dwells here.
So when you come with your swelling words of vanity,
I God will laugh at your calamity.
TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE YOU'RE RUNNING OUT...
SO I SUGGEST YOU BE PLEADING QUIT RUNNING YOUR MOUTH.
GOD HAS TAKEN ON, EVEN TAKEN OVER THIS SHIP.
HE IS MY CAPTAIN THE RULER OVER HARDSHIPS.
Our relationship is growing so no man will I be owe...or having lustily temptation...
huh..God Christ is my only salvation.
So when you feel the need to step wrong, just know the steel in the inside is bullet proof, NOT shattered, NOR torn, nor broken,
Because Christ is my life saving token
So when your world comes falling down,
God will place me on Higher Ground.
I will stand in His brightness, not fear his Glory,
I will stand up in Heaven reading your story.
Hope you all enjoy this one thought of this on my way to store, Sunday Feb 13, 2011
A Window In My Thoughts
by Michelle SeekingGodforanswers Williams on Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 3:42pm
A Window In My Thoughts
By Michelle Williams 2/24/2011
As I sit here looking at the screen
trying to figure out what all of this means
my mind goes to a time when all this never mattered
but now I sit here feeling butchered battered
I try to make since of the time that has passed
then I remember momma saying "this life is not made to last".
A Window in My Thoughts
I wish the time would go backwards that I can correct my wrongs
but my thoughts say your wrongs are wrongs
I sit here wanting to cry, but to many people are passing by
I want to be loved I want to be held
but my life looks like I watching this through a prison cell.
A Window in My thoughts
The word of God says I am free
but what is this desire to just be me.
Paul stated that the good I would do, I never do
But I really need God to pull me thru
A Window in My Thoughts
Time still passing still passing me by
Sometimes I wonder how long I have till I die
Then at times I ask why
Why do so many people believe a lie?
That when the your time is up on this earth you got to heaven live all happy free
when there is a judgment for you for me.
A Window in My Thoughts
God is my provider my everything
He never said that I would feel no pain
I just want to be here walk like His Son
Why is it they say the battle is won?
My battle is still going
the battle of my mind
oh how I just want to go back in time
I sit here wanting my prince to come
The I say why settle for a prince when I can have a King
A Window In My Thoughts
People fight about right
they fight about wrong
Why is it that the night seems to last too long
I want to be holy I want to be free...
why is that I hate just simply being me...
My time has ended
my time is through
I ask you what my kids are going to do
A Window In My Thoughts
My children are growing
They are ever so knowing
The ways things of God but truly are they growing
I have experienced a change a change in my heart
Why is it sometimes they don't want to be apart...?
of the thing that makes me happy...smiling free
why do they not like who I am happy to be.
A Window In My Thoughts
When I look in the mirror see my reflection
I see it's my eyes that I start neglecting
can't bear to see the pain that lives so deep
can't stand to see the things that make me weep
I neglect those thoughts that make me cry
but yet again it makes me wonder why
why can't a child grow in a world of love understanding?
instead of a life that is so demanding
A Window In My Thoughts
The crime on prime time is at an ultimate high
We neglect our kids then we ask why
This world is upside down because we allow it to be
Just like the Romans when they hung Christ up on that tree
We're killing Him again, instead of living in the resurrection
That's why I am sitting here writing you this reflection
A Window In My Thoughts
I wish we would open our eyes chose to be
The people that God has called us to be
A people without spot or wrinkle
Calming like the color periwinkle
We sing praises hallelujahs
but we never repent
This is a warning that God has sent.
I taking heed to all the things that I learn daily
A Window In My Thoughts
God is asking no he pleading "Follow me"
but we are crying while others are dying
we say we are free...
free to live free to die, free to ask why,
but when time is up all hope is lost....
we never think about the cost.
A Window In My Thoughts
Why do I call this poem "A Window In My Thoughts?"
Because as I sit here thinking of all my faults
trying to figure out the why, when, where, how, what ifs, should have, would have, and could have
God shows me a window in my thinking
That leads me to His arms.
I am not writing to let you know who I am, just to introduce you to The Great I AM...
God is waiting for your reflection of your life...
Whether you be a husband or a wife...
Or hey like me living the single life
Whatever you are who ever you are get started on your reflection...Open that window in your mind...
Cause believe it or not you don't have much time...
HUMILITY
BY MICHELLE WILLIAMS
03/19/2011
When the words depart from my lips
It seems like the rooms ears are zipped
Why is it so much humility in being me
But I will continue to speak
The words of God to the weak
Humility
Crushing, tears, fears of rejection
Pain, hurt, shame from neglection
My mood is never the same
So why is my pain always like pounding rain
The words is a proverb
Humility and fear of the Lord brings wealth, Honor, and life
So Lord help me through this strife
Help when time is common
Help when lines are bombing me with fiery darts to my soul
Humble me, build me with your special mold
Help me to stay in Humility
To be continually bold
Speaking the words that make line backers run yards
to protect quarterbacks from guards
And being marred by the enemy lineman
So God chastened me
Purify me
Make me clean
Take me
Mold me hold me more
That when the enemy come knocking on my door
I can downcast my eyes in humility
But be strong in bold in the words that come from my lips
Without putting my hands on my hips
I will watch him flee
Because theirs nothing more greater than you being in me
While I stand in humility.
The Life I Used To Know
3/19/2011
In the life I used to know
I was called names like….well…you know
In the life I used to know was never my own
Being whistled at by men with no respect
But still I didn’t reject
Loved the attention,
Love the fame
But thinking about it now
I hold my head in shame.
But now that I have grown
The men they flirt
So that they can get under my skirt
But the life I know now is Christ
I don’t mind repeating it twice
One again
The life I know now is Christ
The life I used to know
I was buried in pain
Wanting so desperately
To come get out of the rain
The life I used to know brought me hundreds of tears
Cost me so many years of happiness and joy
Left me an abundance of fears
couldn’t believe the pain it caused
Running behind a boy.
But the life I know now is Christ
The Life I used to know was hard
Feeling like at times I was being feathered and tarred
I also felt as if my mind was running yards
But somehow my yards
Turned into meter
Which lead me to building faith like Peter
Walking on water may be impossible for you
But you can’t tell me what my God can’t do
I can move mountains with the faith that I have
Too bad many may choose to laugh
At my dress, my hair, my looks
Or joke because I keep my head in this book.
The life I used to know I cry and fall
But now that I know that Christ covered it all.
The life I used to know was hard, painful, and trying
A total waste of time
But the life I know now keep Christ on my mind
Nothing in my future is there to weaken me
But see it as a way that God
Strengthen me that I never go back
To the life I used to know.
Love
by Michelle Williams
3/23.2011
Love, Love have left me
left me still
left me with a kind of thrill
that seems to unreal
that has my heart to feel
a certain kind of chill.
Love, Yes I have known love
but it seem as though it forgot about me
in the night I sigh in asking for one plea
let love find me well
for i know I dream in fairytale
love has found a way to my heart
and with this new love I will never part
love has found me
found me sighing
now my heart is no longer crying.
When He Smile's by Michelle Williams
3/23/2011
When he smiles my heart comes alive
When he speaks I feel that I can survive
These times of trials
I feel like a blind girl sitting in a room of darkness
But when he smiles it penetrates trough like a sunnyday
I wonder "How can he cause me to feel this way"
There is nothing so special
Nothing so true
Why do my heart flip for you
I guess its your smile that makes me trust you
Smiling is your job, for it causes me to
I guess i like to play sad around you
Cause no one can make me smile like you do
With you I will never have to be blue
Smile, laugh, giggle if you must
I just wish you knew that I love you so much.
Fireplace
by Michelle Williams 3/23/2011
The fireplace is burning
Hole in my soul
As I sit here wishing I had someone to hold
I know they say a girl shouldn't be so bold to say
"I wish I had a man today".
Is it wrong of me to inquire my desire
Is it wrong of be to inquest my request
What is this burning down deep in my heart
When will the fireplace go out?
I wonder what this poem is all about?
Could it be a hidden message?
Saying that I have a longing for passion
Or is it saying that I long for a companion?
Your guess is better than mine
I am just sitting here wasting time
Thinking about all the time
I have wasted wishing for the man I need to be free,
free for me.
When that day will appear
I just pray that it be less than a year
because I dont know how long this fire will burn
For this man that I yearn
The house smell of wooded smoke
Its not the smell that would make you choke
Its the smell that would make you wonder
Where is he, somewhere out yonder
I am putting in my request
I dont care if you destest
I just want my hearts desire
The one who will this firery feeling in my heart
And with his love I will never depart.
IN YOUR EYES
BY MICHELLE WILLIAMS 3/23/2011
IN YOUR EYES ITS CLEAR TO ME
THAT YOU ARE SO DEAR TO ME
I SEE YOU WATCHING LOOKING TOO
WHY DO YOUR EYES SEEM TO PEIRCE RIGHT THROUGH
A HEART THAT IS BROKEN AND CRYING FOR LOVE
IN YOUR EYES I CAN SEE THAT YOU HAVE PAIN OF YOUR OWN
SOMEONE HAS LEFT YOU POSSIBLY ALONE
YOUR EYES SAY THAT YOU WANT TO TRY AGAIN
THEY ALSO SAY I DONT WANT TO CRY AGIAN
WHY, WHY ARE YOU HURTING LET ME HELP
FOR IN YOUR EYES MY HEART DOTH MELT
I FEEL NO SHAME IN YOUR EYES
NO PAIN OR RAIN IS THERE
ALL OF YOUR BURDENS LET ME BARE
I WANT TO BE THERE FOR YOU EVEN MARRY YOU
THE PAIN THAT I SEE HAS ME WEARY TOO
WHEN YOU LOOK IN MY EYES WILL YOU SEE
THE PERSON THAT USED TO BE
OR DO YOU SEE WHO IS HERE WHO IS ME
YOUR EYES ARE CONFUSING
BUT THEY BRING MY PEACE
FOR ITS MORE THAN UR EYES THAT IS SO AMUSING
I REALLY WANT TO KNOW IS IT ME YOUR CHOOSING
Emotions
by Michelle Williams 3/25/2011
Depressed
in a mess
with this pain in my chest
remembering when the police place me under arrest
for failing a test
Sad
Naw I'm mad
cause you was such a cad
but in reality I'm glad
that my kids can't call you dad
You abused everything I loved
you hated the one who loved me above
Why did I suffer you to live in my heart
Cause the one thing you loved is what drove us apart.
Detested
Im conjested
From all those tears
Loving you pleasing you for all those years
Now I am getting over those fears
But now I requested
That help from above
To land on me like a dove.
Blessed
Not stressed
Now wanting to be caressed
By the one who I need
That sowed the seed
Within my heart
Lord
On my knees
I ask forgiveness
For all those mistakes
For I know it was like putting those stakes
in you Sons hands
Help me walk through the shadow lands,
In Jesus Name I place my life in your hands.
If you are alive when He comes and your still standing, then you made it....If your dead when He comes and you hear the trumpets and rise up then you made it...If you rise and your on the outside of that city...then you missed it...that's whyyou live your life now to prepare for your eternity. I really hope you get this.
Client Psychologist Analysis
by Michelle Williams
3/25/2011@ 01:25 am
Walking like men
talking like me
then the next question can you spot me a ten
then we become begging men
I confide in you
take pride of who you are
all you can say is you've made it this far
how dare u treat this like some psyvhology session
when you"re the on in need of direction
you sit there and listen as I pour out my pain
but why when I look at you, you are in the rain
Your asking all these questions as if you care
how can you say you understand you wasnt there
I get to the part that makes me happy
you start asking questions about my dear pappy(sorry dad)
Why do you want to hear the Pain in my life
then I sit here in wonder where is your strife
You sit here
your eyes so heavy
Lets switch chairs
Clean out your levy
You want to hear the worst of me
to see the best of you
I just can't believe this is what I want to do
It seems as if you need someone to listen
But instead they keep talking about what their life is missing
I think that your interested in what I have to say
could it be that your life walk in with me today.
what do you need to here before you open up
or better yet start giving up.
I know who can help you
for He is helping me
oh now you want to talk about dress now
Its not judging to me
Well our sessions have come to an end
the sad thing is I have no more money to spend
But my office hours are 24/7
I have a direct line to God in Heaven.
Tayvion using His Imagination..lol
I bought a new water heater and my son tay is laying inside the
box...saying he is going to bed...he call it his time to himself/prayer/thought/timeout/game playing/tv watching box...he has
this box in my living room saying he is going to bed...can't he go in
his room at least..lol
he's so cute...ashley worry about him though..he just rare breed for
this generation...he actually uses his imagination...lol
"We Say Love But We Mean Hate"
April 27, 2009
We say we love God but we constantly do the things that detest Him. We walk around with sin wrapped around our faces and necks legs and thighs, but when asked do we love God we quickly say yes. Since when did love consist of hurting the one ho loves you most. We are blinded by what we feel we need and let God take a back seat when he should be in the drivers seat.
We say we love God but yet our mouths speak things that are death, we wrapp our arms and legs around the things that we feel we just can't let go of. How is that I claim to be a christian but my life shows a portrait of my hate for Christ.
We say we love God but we treat Him as if he is a expensive hamburger bitting every bit but not savoring the flavor or considering the cost. Why do we spend money on worthless things when God is all we need. Why do our bodies crave destestbale things, when I spirit cries out for God, every minute of the day. We are detestable to God and our lives are at the edge of destruction.
Repent Now For Your Sins, that God may look at your heart and see a New Creature, A New Love in You That He Has Never Seen Before. Don't continue to hate my God for he is pleading to you to love Him, crying for you to obey Him, His son has Died for You to Follow Him. Love Him, Let Go Of you Coverings of Sin, Hate, And Deciet, That You may Love and careless about the what it cost to follow Him.
The cost is High:
1. you must give up your life.
2. you must turn over your heart to him to be saved
3. you must be Baptized (symbolizing your death to worldly sin and rising into the
New life of Christ.)
4. you must form a personal relationship with Him, (reading fasting and praying to
---God to reveal in His word your Will for Him.)
5. you must put in your heart all that He commands and walk in obedience to Him.
6. realize that this walk is a struggle and sometimes you may fall but God will help you up to help, you take the blow next time. There is no problem to big for my God.
7. help others to learn the will and way of God.
8. You must always remember none of this is about you, it's all about God and His Will.
9. constanly place yourself in a position to hear a word from God, He will help you out of every situation. He's always there you just have to listen.
10. Sin is a High price to pay for the workers of Christ for we know the word and are held accountable for what we do, even our children face punishment for our sins, become spotless before God, and He will have mercy on you.
I say this prayer, thanking God for sparing my life today for sin is deep in my loins and resting on my heart, my mind is shaken and my heart is broken, but he saw fit to relieve me of my tears and use my fall to help others. I Love my God, I will wrap every inch of my body, mind, heart and soul around You. God I asked that you forgive me of my sins, charge them all to me that I may carry the cross for many who are trying to come to you through me. Lord, have mercy on my children and thos who I have caused to be caught up in my sins. Please,Lord I need your help, I was once your anlgle but somehow I became the enemy, please restore me to your throne that I may fall no more. I Love You and Only You. If take me the rest of my life to eternity I will perform your will. God please once more give me your ears and place me back in your heart, for your child is coming home. Forgive me for I am a sinner who has a purpose of become a bolder Christian. In Your SON JESUS NAME I PRAY AND ASKED ALL THESE THINGS,..AMEN.
PRAYING GIVES GOD PERMISSION TO HELP YOU, PRAY DAILY, EVERY SECOUND, GOD HAS A WORD FOR HIS PEOPLE, TO ALL THAT HAVE A EAR LET HIM HEAR.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU IN YOUR JOURNEY.
LIFE IS ABOUT THE small THINGS
12/02/2008
Life is about the small things, getting up with someone you love, saying hello to a stranger, listening to your kids laugh in the next room, singing a song of praise and love, listening to the rain fall from up above, ablility to have clothes to put on, those are the things that I like to focus on.
But what happens when the big things take focus off the small things, you have to work all day so you can't watch your kids play, or a test at school causes you to have an attitude and you yell and scream at the kids or friends that you love. What happens when every goal you set is reached and it seems like your life is complete, then you realize that you can't remember for you have no good memories to reflect on. What happens when you spent your life on drugs, abandoned your kids or never showed them love, what small things do you have when you are all alone.
This is the poblem in my life now I have no time for the small things and my big things keep getting bigger.
I pray to God for help and he provides me peace when I hear or see the small things once again. Thank God for the small things, because it's the big things that take our focus off Him, but also thank Him for the big things because when it gets too big for us to bare, we Go back to our Father, cause He proves everytime that He cares; for the small things too.
GOD’S WASHING MACHINE by Michelle Williams
01/14/2008
GOD'S WASHING MACHINE
BY. MICHELLE DENISE WILLIAMS
GOD'S PEOPLE ARE CLEANED AND PURIFIED IN A WAY THAT ONLY GOD'S HANDS CAN DETANGLE ALL THE SIN THAT IS WRAPPED UP IN OUR BODIES. I HOPE YOU APLLY THIS TO YOUR LIFE AND LET GOD DO HIS WORK.
FIRST HE HAS TO SEPARATE YOU FROM THE WORLD.
THEN HE HAS TO CARRY YOU TO A CLEAN SPOT.
THEN HE HAS TO PUT YOU IN A POSITION TO BE CLEANED
THEN HE HAS TO PUT HIS SOAP (HIS HANDS) ON YOU TO RELEASE THE DIRT AND SIN ENTANGLED IN YOUR MIND AND BODY TO START THE PURIFICATION PROCESS.
HE THEN HAS TO ADJUST THE TEMPRETURE OF THE WATER, THEN START THE WATER TO FLOW OVER YOU. (BAPTISM)
HE THEN HAS TO ADJUST THE CYCLE OF CLEANING ACCORDING TO YOUR NEED OF CLEANING.
1. LIGHT--FOR THOSE WHO NEED RETOUCHING
2. DELICATE-- FOR THOSE WHO ARE EASILY BROKEN AND TORN
3. NORMAL-- FOR THOSE WHO ARE AT THE STAGE OF KNOWING BUT NOT OBEYING
4. HEAVY-- FOR THOSEWHO ARE DEEP WITH STRONGHOLDS THAT NEED SPECIAL CLEANING.
HE THEN STARTS THE WAHS CYCLE WHICH TURNS YOU, CLEANSES YOU, RENEWS YOU, BAPTISE YOU, AND SOAKS YOU IN HIS WORD, THAT IT MAY BE EMBEDDED IN YOUR HEARRT.
THEN HE SENDS YOU THROUGH THE SPIN CYCLE OF LIFE TO SHOW YOU WHAT IS AROUND YOU, GIVING YOU HIS GIFTS AND SHOWING YOU YOUR PURPOSE, MINGLEING YOU WITH HIS PEOPLE AND GROWING YOUR SPIRIT.
THEN HE WRINGS OUT THE EXCESS DOUBT/SIN REPLENISHING THE HEART.
THEN HE CARRIES YOU TO A PLACE TO BE DRIED AND PURIFIED.
HE PLACES YOU IN THE DRYER WHICH HAS HEAT THAT TEMPTS, TEST, AND REJECTS YOUR WATER FROM THE BAPTISM, IT ALSO SHOWS YOU GODS WORD AND SHOWS YOU THE PERSECUTION THAT COMES WITH TRULY FOLLOWING GOD, MANY STOP AND GIVE UP AT THIS CYCLE BECAUSE THE HEAT IT TURNED UP TO HIGH. HE PUTS YOU IN THE DRYER TO MAKE NEW WHAT WAS ONCE DIRTY.
HE THEN IRONS OUT THE WRINKLES THAT LIFE CYCLE HAS PLACED ON YOU
THE HE PUTS YOU ON AND WALKS ALL THE WAY WITH YOU SHOWING YOU HIS WALK PREPARING YOU FOR ETERNAL LIFE WITH YOU.
IF YOU MADE IT THROUGH THEN HE PUTS YOU ON AND WALKS ALL THE WAY WITH YOU SHOWING YOU HIS WALK AND PREPARING YOU FOR ETERNAL LIFE WITH HIM.
This is Me
WOMAN OF GOD
My Little Ones
ASHLEY< WARNELL >DEVION>TAYVION