Tired...a story of heart.

In this walk we find joy, sun, peace, love, life, brokenness, rain, pain, unstableness, and death. WE see the trials that weigh the people of God yet we lift not our head to the Lord on one another's behalf, we wont even take the time to listen to their cry's and their please. We put all the weight on one or two, causing them to become tired. I question do we believe do we believe do we care, that the other person is dying daily not to sin, but to the spirit of God because they feel that they can't go on. Where are the weight lifters, the protein shakes, the energy supplements. WHERE ARE THE SPIRITUAL, DO THEY EXIST. Are are we too divided in our own ways to care that we have our loved ones running off the road off the path that God set before them. I believe that they are leaving to bring together once again a a body that restores healing, cast away death, and re-energizes the tired. I truly am tired of standing by watching the people that I love decay to this earth because we have no callers not watchers in place to warn them of the enemy and his tricks and devices. Why do we separate from one another and think that we are still standing as one. One simply means that our mission is the same. our God is the same, our time spent is the same, our prayers are the same, our meeting places are the same, our worship services are the same not divided. TIRED. My body aches with needs of healing with needs of mending, with needs of restoration. The breeches that surrounds the walls in my heart is beyond one persons ability to repair, I need a contracting crew specializing in heart surgery. When will we understand that its a call that has went forth for us a sacrifice made that we made come together as one. What if, what could've should've is way too late to be ask now...we must now ask what must be done? What has to be done? We put in our resignations to the body because of our differences but fail to realize that we are dying because you have decided to perform a -ectomy because you can work in your position. Can the feet be the hands can the hands be the feet, no we must simply find what part we are to the body and function as we should, because all of our parts make up a whole... what are we doing....we are simply Tired. We need the vegetables, fruits, meats, proteins, and glucose...to get the body jump started again...I am willing to be them all...but God word is what I have to be....I am going to speak out about the division I see, speak out about the murdering, coveting, stealing, other god, the idolatry, the adulteries, the lies, the half-way keeping of the sabbath, the disrespect to our parent, the use of God's name in vain. We say that we are the body of Christ but we follow after the fruits of the devil. We want and claim we need the things of this world, when the word of God says all we need is to trust in Him. We buy the most expensive things that cause death in our body, but we fail to realize that we are killing one another slowly, each time we walk away. I watch an I observed the biased behavior, we are quick to correct, but reject being corrected. the fatherless go with food, water, clothes, and love...while the ones with fathers have a father in their home and go without the word of God...Tired. How can we repair a fallen nation when we ourselves are broken, fallen, failures in the sight of God. We make excuses as to why things are not right, we make false pretenses about the end of our mission, when we know God said that there will be few...but if we get on one accord and walk as one...the we count as one body entering the kingdom. Why can't we see what God is showing us, why are we TIRED. We have those who come in and leave right back out the body cause we have no order no place for them to fit...because all the lower extremities have gotten together to go against the upper extremities, so how can we eliminate the waste that lies in the midst of the body. I AM TIRED. I will no longer sit by and watch the people I love go right through because the hands have locked themselves and decided not to hold on to those who need the help. The mouth decides to be mute and speak only joking gestures killing the heart, and the feet are rotting in the mire. The eyes are coveting the things of the reproductive system, and the reproductive system is now sterile because it can no longer produce good seed, it has committed adultery with the hands, and therefore the body is letting itself fall slowly by the way side, the seed being choked out of it as if it is an unwanted weed. The smaller portions of the body is seeing the hypocrisies that lie in the body and have stopped functioning because the see that their hormones are not being effective therefore cause the body to go into a diabetic coma, and the body has formed a cancer that is metastasizing at an increasing rate...the body has become TIRED.

There is a cure for these diseases, a cure that the body knows and speaks of when it benefits them...but if the body comes together as a unit and pick up the word of God, receiving it energy from it, fasting from the world, and praying as one voice with one mission. The call is out there who will answer. For not only am I tired...and when I dye so will the brain...then where will the body be ...for I am the heart and I am dying